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Back from hiatus.

2010-03-08T02:51:00.001+08:00

Exams are finally done. After sem 2, I felt like a different person.

It’s different in a way like a character switch… I’m not me anymore. Anyways, I just came back from LTC camp and OCBC Cycle meet.

Lot’s of stuffs happened in 3 days. Sry guys but I’m not listing everything, just a few.

Didn’t sleep for 2 out of the 3 days.

(I think I’m like superman in the making alr.)

Toiletries lost during the camp period.

(that really sucks)

No ManU for the weekend. (HAHAHA)

That should be about it.

Btw, I have only 7 more days… no no, 5 more days of holidays left to enjoy before my ‘wonderful’ FYP/IAP starts.

I’ve decided to spend these 5 days to enjoy to the max.

Make sure I spend it like its my last days on this world.

I’ll end this post with this question for those reading.

“I am a box that holds keys without locks, yet they can unlock your soul. What am I?”

OKays. I go sleep alr. Nites peeps.

In school............. playing dai dee

2010-03-01T15:01:00.001+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! do you guys miss me?! hahaha! right now, is fuck exams.

fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams fuck exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
2 more fucking papers!!!!!!!!!!!!

after that can play dai dee and poker. hahahaa

RANDOM

2010-01-13T17:45:00.001+08:00

FCUK PROJECTS. FCUK PROJECTS.

and…

FCUK PROJECTS.

Updates

2009-12-13T18:37:00.001+08:00

Well folks, or anyone who is still reading my dusty blog. I’m still pretty much on hiatus.

I apologise on the lack of posts. I have about 2 posts in mind that I want to share with you guys.

Currently, I’m studying for my common test which starts tomorrow and it ain’t getting any better.

Why?

Motivation = Zero. Health = Zero. Self-Discipline = Zero.

That’s considered really disastrous when you NEED to study for your tests.

However, with those above, try including these to it.

Being physically ill for a week. Having a nose like running tap.

Kendo Grading and Tourney falls on the week and a day before your common test respectively.

Due to being sick, can’t practice kendo properly.

Need to STUDY worth 7 weeks of stuffs for 5 modules , not REVISING them.

Need to hand 2 Bioinfo reports by tomorrow because of a ‘wonderful’ classmate.

Receive 2 warning letters for attendance.

1st warning for Bioprocess. 2nd warning for Med Micro (Possible debarment).

There are still 3 more but I’ll just keep them private.

I guess my life is pretty much screwed to some extend.

Tell me, ain’t my life screwed to a lot of extend?

Seriously guys, this is no joke.

I’m dread of life.

Help.

Simple Postage.

2009-10-21T01:42:00.000+08:00

The holidays is seems like yesterday still. It feels so unreal.

Year 2 Semester 2 caught me while I was just about to reach my pinnacle of relaxation. Well, that’s life. Singapore Life.

I want to blog something before I sleep. However, I’ve no idea what.

Let’s start with this. Tomorrow is the 3rd day of school and the only thing I've learnt from the lecturers is this; This semester, is going to be an very hard period for all of us students.

Personally, it kind of sucks. When I finally get motivated to change my study style and start getting back on track with being committed to the things I’m doing. The heavens always gives me a difficult platform for me to start. (EG, When I return to training, the training routine consists of most physically demanding exercises to a normal person, not to say myself whom had not been exercising for the last 6 months and became heavily stamina-deprived.)

The harder the situation is, the more I try to not give up. That’s part of my quotes that I follow in my life. Right now, I’m adjusting to the training regime and I can still understand what the lectures up till now – for studies, it has only been 3 days so far. [=.=]

Earlier on, I’ve read a blog update from a good friend of mine. In her update, she mentioned about her close friends not being close now and the pain she felt from that. Knowing her personality, she is the type where she have lots of friends but a few of them are close ones. She will be really really down when her close friends starts to distance away from her.

Wait a min, why did I mentioned about this? (-_-)?

I just recalled!! I wanted to her to know this. Whoever you might be referring to, though I got a feeling that I’m part of it, I want you to know that it is not that we’ve distanced but we’ve have to handle new issues and tasks that have came up into our lives. Due to that, we might not have the time to interact with you as much like the past. I hope you would read this paragraph because its quite important that you know what we feel, or rather, what I feel.

After saying all this things out, I guess it is good enough for a post. I wanna thank all those who waste their time reading my hiatus blog updates. It is really heart-warming for me as I would know there is such people out who is interested in reading my blog.

I’ll stop here for now as it is really time for me to sleep. Nites~

“It doesn’t matter if we dun interact like the past. I’m always behind you~”

Appreciation

2009-09-05T08:21:00.002+08:00

This stupid blog needs a renovation!!! All dark and gloomy… so unlike the author himself. The author himself is a cheery, fun-loving, hyper-active, goofy, sunshine kind of a man. Doesn’t reflect on this blog right? Hahahahahas.

I’m glad its the school holidays now and WOOHOO!!!! ITS THE HOLIDAYS!! GOD BLESS US FOR THE ONCOMING SEMESTER!!! This past semester was a fast, tiring, busy, nonsensical and ridiculous semester. Particularly, its the debarment of HBD that gave me the ‘wake-up’ call i need the most. No reflections now per say because I just wanna relax myself from studies and the intensive exam stresses. Life is so relaxing and carefree all of the sudden though~

The main topic I wanna talked about in this post ain’t that my exams are over nor that I’m happy that its holidays now.

Its about appreciating the people around me.

Had you ever wondered without the people you met and gradually contributed to the person and sigma you are now, would you still be like what you are are now?

As humans, it is in our nature to take things for granted. History have shown that humans truly take things for granted, until the time comes when they realise the things they took for granted was going to be finished, or already gone, they start to appreciate this things and probably start amendments.

Pathetic right? But that’s us. The good news is, I gotta learn how to appreciate everything around things early. I realised all these because I got the opportunity to meet these scenarios early in my life.

In my previous blog (YES!! PREVIOUS BLOG!! This is blog number 2 for me), I’ve blogged about cherishing people when the times with them are over. I avidly remembered that I only start cherishing people once I realise that the time with them is going to be over or they are leaving me. I mentioned about being regretful whenever those period approaches me because I’m really a person that don’t show my appreciation on the people I care really well.

I’m a guy which kinda take things for granted. Especially, people and relationships. I’m not a bastard that expect people to serve me or anything but I’m those kind that don’t constantly show care and concern to those I care and have a place in heart by messaging or MSN chatting. I just don’t like to do that.

I feel that everyone can do that but they could be for a lot of different purposes. I’m a guy that proves his meaning thru actions and events fervently. I believe that words carry not much weight unless it’s proven by actions.

Nowadays I’ve been reminded by some events happening around me to start showing appreciation towards the people around that I cared especially family members, brothers, close friends, good friends, friends, benefactors that have helped me, people I’ve just met before and the list goes on…

I wanna give a piece of my utmost thanks for the following people who have helped me in my studies (Poly & not in particular order).

Papa
Ben
XinXin
WEITING
Wan Nee
Kenny
WeiWei
Jiamin
Samson
Gerrard
Jabez
Jeremy
Peiying
Atiqah
Gayathre
Diana
Syaqeefah*(Name maybe wrong!! Sry!!)
Victoria
Jacinta
Carin
Regina
All those whom have helped but I really can’t remember (Sry!!)

This list is to those whom I’ve have neglected and I wanna give my apologises to. Again, this is not in any particular order.

My family members especially my mum.
My brothers especially Ben and LuLu.
XinXin
My cg members

I shall stop here with all the apologises and thanks because its gonna take up the whole page if I continue. However, I still wanna give a final thanks to all the benefactors whom have helped me throughout of life. Particularly was my ex-tution teacher, Lokie, Mr Dexter, my DM and my PE teacher from fuchun primary whom I forgot their names and all the teachers from fuchun primary and marsiling secondary who have taught me over these years. Thank you guys so much because the truth is, without you, my life would still be like rubbish. Thank you.

NATIONAL DAY!!

2009-08-10T06:36:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 44th NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!

It has been 44 years since this red dot has gained independence from the British.

Looking back from Singapore’s History, Singapore has been through a lot.

From a poor, weak red dot to what it is now – A brightly lit 24/7 city with all sorts of cuisines, buildings, people and cultures. Fantastic isn’t it?

Singapore achieve all this by luck or leave it to fate. It took the hard work of our people to gain everything we are having right now. Be it our country’s leaders or the banglahs that sweep our floors, they all have equal contributions to the success story of Singapore.

I personally and specifically want to thank those unsung heroes in the sector of cleaning our red dot, because you guys have make the country as clean as possible in spite of us, the Singaporean litter bastards whom would somehow throw wastes and rubbish around the places we travelled.

They, the banglahs, despite of the measly pay earn still continue the job as if your life depended on it. I recognise your determination and courage to travel from your land to this tiny red dot and clean our land for us!!

THANK YOU BANGLAHS!!! THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! CONTINUE THE GREAT WORK!!!!

That’s all for this update :D

HHAHAAHAHAHA!

Rain I

2009-07-22T08:41:00.001+08:00

Its been a long long time since I’ve updated this blog of mine. Here’s an update :D

As I’m blogging this update, outside my house, it is raining with the winds gushing from the north to the south like armies rushing for battle. Something I have not seen for the past 4 months.

In Singapore, there are only 2 seasons.

1. Sunny/Hot period – In this season, the weather gets hot and humid. Air-cons, fans, ice and anything that can counter the heat becomes an necessity to everyone. Its the season for lots of outside activities such as sports and beach parties and its my favourite season of the year.

2. Raining/Cool period – In this season, the weather gets chilling and moist. Most outdoor activities are refrained from conducting while some indoor activities would still continue and people basically would head home after work or school unless necessary. Warm dishes and Soups are favoured among people during this period. This period is also the best period for sleeping.

Up to this point, you guys may wonder. What am I trying to blog about? the weather?

Guys, I wanna talk about the rain. As I mentioned earlier this morning, it rained.

Rain. What is Rain to us? It is just water droplets falling from the sky, a natural cycle. To those who might have activities outdoors later on, it is a nuisance. To those farmers overseas that are experiencing droughts and all, its a sign of relief. To people who does different things, it hold different values.

To me, it gave me an inspiration and teaching which I wanna share with you guys.

[Sry for being religious here, it is more specific to christians as it will help them more] In the Bible (TNIV), there are lots of verses and chapters mentioning and containing the word “Rain”. Especially in the Old testament.

For example, in Genesis 7:4, “Seven days from now I will send rain on the earth for forty days and forty nights, and I will wipe from the face of the earth every living creature I have made.”, and in Exodus 9:24, “When Pharaoh saw that the rain and hail and thunder had stopped, he sinned again: He and his officials hardened their hearts.”, and also Leviticus 23:3-5, “If you follow my decrees and are careful to obey my commands, I will send you rain in its season, and the ground will yield its crops and the trees their fruit. Your threshing will continue until grape harvest and the grape harvest will continue until planting, and you will eat all the food you want and live in safety in your land.” and many more in the Old testament you will find the word, “Rain”.

Rain is associated with movement, life, cleanliness and warnings. Rain is like a double-edged sword. It helps us and harms us. It washes our dirt and can drown us if we get too complacent.

Rain, also is a form of salvation when we are dried up and thirsty from the things we are doing in our life.

As normal humans, during the journey in which we are striving to achieve what we set out to achieve, we will get tired, thirsty and hungry along that process. We will then look for stuffs to satisfy and energised ourselves so that we can carry on walking towards our goal.

However, being in the 21st century and a globalised market, we do not take noticed of how tired we are or how frail we have become during the journey as we simply do not have the time to stop and rest. Work keeps piling and piling and the stress level keeps rising non-stop. We must finish the given assignments and duties before we can have the time to take care of ourselves. For some, relationships gets constricting and problematic.

Friends, its time to take a step back and drench yourself in a rain. Drench yourself in a rain of your loved ones and friends. Be embraced with the rain of faith and God’s mighty grace that is ever present around you.

“The LORD will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all the work of your hands. You will lend to many nations but will borrow from none.” Deuteronomy 28:12 (TNIV)

I know some of my friends might be experiencing some droughts in their personal life right now. It might be relationship, studies, work, or whatever! However, always remember that God’s magnificent rain is always present for you to quench your thirst and cleanse your soul. His rain is always there for you if you are feeling empty and dry for love and salvation.

Many at times, we got too caught up with our own stuffs and issues that we forgot to refresh ourselves with His rain. We tend to forget that his rain is full of goodness and joy and is always surrounding us whenever we are, whatever we might be doing.

Brothers, sisters. Let’s hope that you might remember his rain and would continue to indulge in his presence when you are at your driest period.

“He will also send you rain for the seed you sow in the ground, and the food that comes from the land will be rich and plentiful. In that day your cattle will graze in broad meadows.” Isaiah 30:23 (TNIV)

With this, I’d end my post. However, I might continue with a 2nd post on that if time allows. For now, just reflect upon what I’ve wrote and just relax for the day. I hope it would guide some of your guys to a path of excellence for your day and days beyond.

iLL – Flu (-.-)

2009-07-05T03:29:00.001+08:00

You gotta be socially responsible by wearing a mask if you are sick!

I’m super lucky to get it at the most crucial point of my study break!! I don’t know whether it is a good thing or not. But hey!! I got 4 days M.C though :D

I only hope that I’m gonna get well soon! God Bless!!

Update for today:

Went to the 1st ever De-centralised Service… it was great!! MJ Zone was really good to establish a service like that. The service was themed – Retro! YA!! We had to dress like the 70s and 80s! My brother won the best dressing award!! SUPER PROUD OF HIM!!! ALL THE WAY MAN!!

My youngest Bro and I

After the whole event, I went straight home via 168 @ tampines with XiaoSen!! Had a nice chat with her! Hope she can adapt to the lifestyle here soon!

Short and Sweet… That’s all bah!!

Revelations

2009-07-01T20:38:00.001+08:00

I’m still a lesser human, son, brother, friend, and man.

It’s rare for me to start with such a negative word. People who knew me would know that things like that would hardly come out from my mouth. However, it’s something that I gotta to realise.

But 1st, an update of what I’ve been doing in the study break. There are 2 main things that occupied my whole study break!

1. SCL-RDC Camp 2009

It was a 3 day 2 night camp organised by my School on the 1st week of the study break to recruit committee members and ex-co(s). Had a great time there! My team was “Louis Pasteur”, team name for the camp. (Moo, Moo, MOO!!) Hahahas!!! During the camp, i got to know alot of new friends and bond with old ones as well!!! However, due to other commitments, I left the camp at the 2nd night :C

Below are some photos taken during the camp.

Shekin (my team leader) and me!!!

RUNWAY TIME!! Do I have the balls to be Singapore’s next top model?

LOUIS PASTEUR!!! PASTUERISED, MOO MOO MOO!!! (Without me!)

2. MJ-Zone Survivor Camp 2009

Another 3 days 2 nights which unfortunately falls on the 2nd week of the study break. It was held at Saint John’s island. Had a fantastic time there! Learned quite a lot about individuals, life, perspective and the Holy. Regardless of which, this camp is definitely one of those which will go down as a memory which I will not forget. Lots of good things happened as well as a fair share of some not so good ones. Nevertheless, it was a fun experience!

I was from Gamaliel (tribe) < Gadaliah (Clan) – Green House. A few new groups were born from the clan during the camp experience. Out of them all, I’m only gonna talk about “Wonderboys” which I’m affiliated to! The only description I have on this group was unglamorous. 6 guys forsaking their MAN PRIDE and dance the “Nobody” dance by Wondergirls. For more info, here’s our facebook fan-page! http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1991463&id=687164772&comments#/group.php?gid=109684328720 GO CHECK US OUT!!!

Here’s some pictures :D

GADALIAH and MC !!!

PERFORMANCE!!

Too Shuai!! HAHAHAH!!!

Playing a game!!!

Throughout all these while,

I keep assuming I’ve changed.

However, It was all fake.

The fact I’m making this statement proves it.

I’m not sad.

Neither Disappointed.

Nor Lost.

But Charlatan.

My body is always,

broken for others.

I yearn for the past.

but The past is gone and never back.

Now I want to hear the voice of the Holy Ghost.

Though it is inside of me.

Yet I just cannot feel it again.

Who can help me?

Hopefully there is a soul who can.

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-22T00:41:00.009+08:00

Happy Father's Day to all the Fathers out there!

Looking at myself... I dun treasure my Dad very much (*regrets*) I always take him for granted 100% of the time.

Dad, I know where's my problem but I just can't find the strength to stop it from worsening. You have been there for me all the time and yet I know I've disappoint you as well.

Allow me the strength to carry on, Master.

An Update

2009-06-06T07:42:00.001+08:00

An Update... HAHAHAHA

cOmE-bAcK kiD!

2009-05-31T03:29:00.004+08:00

"Ohh... How I've found you, FlightLess BirD... Arh!!!"

After a long hiatus, I'm back with a post update!!! The Past 2 months++ was stuffed with activities of all areas,flowing of emotions that was never felt before,attaining fellowships that could nvr expect and experiencing lot's of ridiculous happenings here and there.

In the last 2 months, I've participated and completed several fantastic works. Among those that I have deep impressions were the class chalet/Cycling expedition, the sleepover/ton @ bao's hse, easter service with bEN & lulu et certera.

Most imptly, I think you guys would wanna know why I suddenly came back with this post. For a while now, i've been wanting to make a update. However, like all Great Men and WoMen, Procrastination is an essential process that we must go through before delivering the goods :D

Ridiculously, as I was on my way back home last night, I realised the procrastination had to stop and necessary actions must carry out to orientate my routine in order. You see ppl, I'm not travelling the road that me, my family, my friends, my mate, and my God wants me to lead. My life is in dire need for restructuring and management. My Life is Kinda F*&k up now.

That's why I've decided that the 1st step to revive my life was to deliver this due post to whoever is waiting from God knows When. After that, I'd then finish all my reports and study for my HBD quiz on Tuesday. Finally, I'll follow "no-late-nonsense-anymore-yOnGGa0" control program over my life gradually to eliminate my ridiculous toxic habit of being late in almost anything.

Sounds proper and solid? HAHAAHAHa !!!

For those who cannot understand anything from start, now i'm going laymenNormal mode to blog.

I've mentioned that I had attended the CHC easter service with my bros, Ben and lulu, earlier in the post. It was a fantastic experience. Though the easter drama was not as great as last year's from what ben said but I think it was definitely a touching performance from the church's drama ministry. From my memory drive, the drama was called 'The Final Solution' and it modifies the story about how jesus died for the sins of all mankind on the cross with doses of science into it. Innovative is the word. Sadly, it was the last service that I went with my bros. bEn went back to Australia and pursue his kangarooes and lulu went back to his cyber world of games and stuffs.

Then, It was the class chalet/cycling expedition! This event was a extremely happening and ridiculous activity I've done in my whole life. Part of the reason was the trivias that happened after the cycling expedition. Simply Wonderful!! HAHAHAHAH!!!!!
It was definitely a session which I get to really know my classmates better and bond together as classmates.

P.S > I hope I can be part of the organising team again! Learn alot from this experience!

Final activity that really etched in my mind was the sleepover @ bao's hse. After 1 year+ of avoidance and cold war. Bao finally woke up from his childish mistake of forsaking friends over gals and finally end this sensless issue. I can only say that I'm positive about our friendship now after the war is over. However, alot of things needs to be changed to prevent things like this from happening again. We were young then, I regretted making that mistake but it's time for you to mature too. Hope that you can consider anything carefully before doing something in relationships that are irreplacable. Hope you get it man, No offence. Just being frank like how good friends should be.

I think that's about it. After my test, i'll continue blogging about my life now. I'll rant about how distorted my life is now. Its time to bare my problems out. Right God? :D

GREAT FRIDAY!!! HAWHAWHAW!!!!

2009-04-30T22:34:00.003+08:00

YATTA!!! Before that i wanna apologise to those that might feel offended by my excessive use of vulgarities

Today is the end of the 2nd week!!!

I had a fantastic week!! Most of the lessons were E-learning which gave me a whole lot of free time in school and going back home super duper uber EARLY (like 1pm or 2pm)

IT IS JUST CRAZY!!! FUCK YA!!! ~.~

Some might know that I'm not the type that goes home straight after school... especially when school ends so ridiculously early @.@

I mainly kill the early afternoon with Ah pAng (classmate) by playing billard. SUPER SHIOK!!! Just hitting balls into various holes using a ball and a stick actually gave me tremendous sastisfaction! Of course Ah pAng played a role also ^_^ He is agruably my class' most skillful in billard (lost 90% of the rounds to him but damn exhilarating!!)

I wanna focus about today. 1st up, had only 1 lecture... 12 noon to 1pm :D FUCKING DUKING SHUANG!!!! Afterwhich, I went to play badminton with gErri, sAmy, kEnny, sYuk, jAbz, bUva and gAng, and GoD knows whO :D

I get to shake my body after 2 weeks of hiatus!!! I'm still feeling my old bones and muscles aching like hell as i'm blogging this update @.@

HAIS... STILL NEED TO WALK HOME!!!! 30 MINS!!!! WAKAO!!!

Right now, I'm in RP... bring this update to ya :D

I gtg now... RP closing soon, gotta outrun the stupid security guards before they niam us to go back home and use OUR own internet :/

BAck from HiAtUs: OncOming!!

2009-04-22T00:09:00.003+08:00

School started and I'm still trying my very best to change my bad bad habits...

Swear that it will be diminished by the 2nd week. He blesses :D

Its only the 2nd day of school and I'm having insane thoughts flowing around my mind. I won't label in detail about what is it though.

There is a quote that describes, "One man cannot change the world but he can change the world for one man". In the past, I stubbornly refuse to admit the truth in the quote. I believe that "Will of a man can change even a the toughest of ore into a fine needle".

In the past 2 weeks, I realise the weakness of man... the weakness of me. Despite how much I want to change the people around me, I always ended up disappointing myself. Disappointment lead me to realise how weak I am... How pathetic I am.

To my kakis, No worries... I'm fine, i just came to light with my terms pertaining to my life. Probably the way I present it is abit emo-shit :/

(Why do I keep using shit? =.=)

Looking at the timetable for this sem, I only can say "HAIS". I don't wish to explain that much also... can only say... extremely demanding for a night-bird like me :/

This sem's goal is 3.5+ GPA. That's what I want to achieve. Enough of disappointment. Time to prove myself otherwise... and the backstage crews that gave me support :D

Wrote this feeling poety :D

我看著你转身就走
心里想著你别走
只是我没有说出口
说什麼都无法挽留
你已经觉得无所谓
早已经走的远远
而我一直都在
我的世界慢慢冻结
但你却看不见

Depressing neh....

2009-03-28T00:08:00.002+08:00

I don't know what the hell is wrong with my body.

One moment it's getting better, the next moment it became worse.

Because of my terrible body, I've to skip today's kendo training...

Nothing can describe that feeling of disappointment towards myself and everyone who expects me to come for training today.

In the End, I'm weak... weak.. HAIS

I dreamt of you again today.. why?

Still Sick

2009-03-26T20:54:00.002+08:00

Fell Sick on Tuesday...

Thought its a normal cold...

However, after a day...

Cold became slight fever plus all the respiratory infection...

I wanna go training on friday... that rare chance...

But why did I fall sick.. WHY?!

Hais... Depressed..

From Jiahui's Blog

2009-03-26T03:45:00.005+08:00

I read her blog and curiously did the quiz from her post.

This is what I got :/

Brown Wolf person tend to be cheerful and innocent, yet have something that makes other people difficult to approach you. (T and F)

Your personality is that you are a not double faced person. (T)

You are very precise and honest. (T)

Once your curiosity is stimulated, you would pursue the matter enthusiastically and thoroughly. (T)

You have the ability to not give up in mid way. (T)

However, your confidence tends to result in unkind attitude towards the others. (IDK)

Your words can hurt the other people's feelings. (IDK)

Nevertheless, you respect obligations and have the heart to serve others. (T)

You can not turn down favors. (T)

You tend to take on favors without thinking much about it, and therefore may experience financial loss. (VT)

When angry, you tend to get uptight like children. (F)

You don't get attached to the norm of the society or the human relationship. (T and F)

If you get too strong headed about your own opinion; people may think you as narrow minded man. (F)

The way that you steadily and surely go your own way, will help you gain trust in the society and in organizations. (IDK)

Although you have good fortune, once you lose your courage, you tend to turn to alcohol and women. (IDK)

This may lead you to great failure, so be careful. (IDK)

You are a late starter, so don't rush into things. (It's too late to say that...)

It is important to first build foundation when young. (No Chance to turn back time)

Most of the things mentioned are quite true about me, some I dun know and others are like quite impossible. Well, either way, I am who I am and I'm a weird guy :/ (Comments I've received from almost all my friends)

Well, Time to sleep AGAIN =.=

Random Rant

2009-03-25T01:49:00.004+08:00

知っていますか?

あきらめ私しようとしました,

だめだと思わが.

私の心,

私の心,

まだを感じる...

私本当原因を不明します.

行ったなぜ不思議に思った私,

家族のためにはそれですか?

過去のためにはそれですか?

私を知らない...

ただしはわかってこの,

私じゃないあきらめします!

私にする機会があるなかったため...

弱い日本語は私を容赦ください.

... 私の作品を申しましたしました

2 Piece of History

2009-03-22T03:30:00.001+08:00

On Saturday, My bro and I went to the kranji War Memorial and the Marina Barrage. One, an old historical site and the second, modern sulpture of the Singapore ideal.

I dunno why I suddenly would wanna visit places that contributes to Singapore landscape and historial. I guess interacting with some people for some time would result yourself learning their habits and interest.

[o.o]

The kranji War Memorial was certainly* my type of place, it's peaceful, quiet yet full of 'people'. However, I only spent 20 mins enjoying the site because a thunderstorm is coming and I had to rush down to meet my bro's friends to head down to the Marina barrage. Some facts about the place that most Singies (Singaporeans) doesn't know.

Do you know that the Kranji cementary is also the resting place of the 1st and 2nd president of Singapore? (I guess Singies were like me before I visit that place - I only thought that the kranji war memorial hosted heroes and people who died during W.W.II.)

Most people also didn't know that the cemetery is the final resting place for 4,458 allied servicemen in marked graves laid out in rows on maintained and manicured lawns. Out of the 4,458 graves, over 850 of these graves are unidentified.

One last info... the memorial is accessible only from woodlands road, which is the same path the japanese army marched down on 9 Februrary 1945.

The War memorial gave me a sense of how the peace now we experienced is taken for granted. Singies now only focus about 2 things - Future and Money.

They have forgotten about the past and how these heroes have sacrifice their life for our future. They should take some time off and visit such places to remind themselves of the past.

Hopefully it can make them more appreciate whatever that they are having now. I wil definitely go back again to visit the memorial because it is really such a nice place to visit.

That's all for the Kranji War Memorial... As for the Photos, I'll upload them in Facebook, its not alot because of time constrain so I apologize 1st.

After the trip down to Kranji, My bro and I head down to Orchard 1st to meet his friends/classmates before making our asses to the marina barrage.

My brother's classmates are a whole new level of crazy bums :D and Its nice to be with them. I'll explain as I discuss about my time at the marina barrage.

The Marina Barrage, ermm... from my point of view is a great place to spent time with your romeo or juliet. It is also ideal for family activites like kite-flying and probably pinic.

When I went there, there was an event going on... I think is "Real love works". The whole surroundings around us everything relating to love, couples, marriage etc etc. It was superb to see so many people gather to know more about love, marriage and stuffs like that. The seminar really brought a different atmosphere to the barrage.

The marina barrage is actually a dam builded across the marina channel using reclaimed land. I feel it is a totally great concept of synchronising a dam, a water supply and a relaxing spot for singies.

Do you know that the Marina Barrage is also powered by Solar Energy? SAVE THE EARTH PEOPLE! It's good to see the goverment is doing their to try reduce greenhouse gases :D

When I'm at the marina barrage, I blew bubbles along with my bro's friends and watch people fly kite :D We even help a family in their photos to create the bubbles in their photos... damn fun and cool.

Sadly, that place and skies were still quite gloomy and there were little drizzles after the thunderstorm earlier so we didn't manage to take much photos either. Nevertheless... the scenary there are worth the trip for most occasions...

As for pictures of the marina barrage, like the kranji ones, the others i'll upload on facebook on a later date.

That's all for the post mates :D Wish you all best lucks for those starting school tmr!

A Short one

2009-03-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

SIBEI SHAGGY!!!! @.@

I slept for 2 hours/- yesterday (this morning actually) and I'm seriously tired...

Today I had my NE project with CaRiN and PiNgYiNg and had a hour and the half session of PooL with them.

Most of the time, I was left alone -.- but I'm quite fine with it

Cos' when this 2 ladies met, a chemical reaction like conversation will occur! They can talk anything under the sun for the whole day! In some sense, they would kinda neglect the people around them and be in their world of their own.

Though I did not participated in all of their conversations, but I'm quite satisfied and gleeful about today. I mean, just to see her smile, it's satisfactory already :D

As I'm making this post, I feel as though I'm dying... 3rd time experiencing such tireness and shaggy feeling... SIBEI DA XUAN ARH!!!

I think i'll just end the post like that, tmr is another long day... PHOTO FIESTA!! I'm going to those places that caught my attention while I'm doing research just now.

CIAOS MATE!

I'm still adapting how to face you after so much things... you know? I don't think you do...

>.<

2009-03-20T06:08:00.003+08:00

I CHANGED THE OLD AND EMO BLOGSKIN!!!

After almost a year, I've decided to change that lousy blogskin :D

Everything's up except for my Profile...

I stayed up till quite late to do this shit =.=

I mean, look at the time when this post is made 1st

To those passerbys and readers, pls give me your comments via the tagboard!

Thank you guys!

I'll go take a nap 1st

tmr got discussion @ 9am! SHIT -.-

A Fresh Start

2009-03-15T03:30:00.004+08:00

My Blog is Back.... CheerS?

Nothing much, I suddenly felt that my blog smiled at me so I've decided to reopen it :D

Year 1 of Poly ended and it's the holidays now!!!

But I didn't felt much of the holidays fever =.=

But 1 good thing is that....

My class is having a class outing soon and I'm looking forward to it!!!

@.@ YES LA!!!!!!

I think that it should be enough for the '1st post'

(I've gotta update lots of things -.-)